WHY?

I was supposed to be doing my essay now but I don't feel like doing it. It's DUE tomoro and I am still playing with it, looks like I am going to hand it in on tuesday..f**k, I have another essay to due on tuesday..and I haven't quite finish yet! lazy me!I dont't know what have happend to me..I can't seem to remember what I have read. I have read the same book 5 times and I still cannot understand it.I have to write a written critique based on what I have read but yet, I am stuck here running out of ideas on what to write.Wait..hang on a second, I have done this essay before *sigh* I know how to write a critque but why my mind still shallow..out of ideas??why?why can't i understand the context?why? thats one question that I cannot find the answer..=) by the way, I have been listening to this song..instead of doing my essay..

Was it something I didn't say?-98 degrees

Spending another night alone
Wondering when I'm ever gonna see you again
Thinking what I would give to get you back baby
I should have told you how I felt then
Instead I kept it to myself
I let my love go unexpressed'
Til it was too late, and you walked away

Chorus :Was it something I didn't say
When I didn't say I love you
Was it words that you've never heard
All those words I should have told you
All those times, all those nights
When I had the chance to
Was it something I didn't say
Always assumed that you'd be there
Couldn't foresee the day that you'd ever be leaving me
How could I let my world slip through my hands baby
I took for granted that you knew
All the love I had for youI guess you never had a clue'
Til it was too late, you walked away

[Chorus]All the words were in my heart, they went unspoken
Baby now my silent heart, is a heart that's broken
Shoulda let you know you're the one I needed near me
But I never let you hear me
[Chorus]