Happy Birthday Papa

Selamat hari jadi papaku. Semoga di panjangkan umur dan di murahkan rezeki. Insyallah. Sorry I couldnt be there on your birthday but my thoughts are with you always. Hope you had a good day on your birthday. I love you and thank you for all the love and support you have given me. I will always treasure that and keep it in my heart. Love you and you are the best father in the world.

Stressnye!!!!!!!!!!

Arghh...what a day! So stressful!

How can you be employed when you can't even paid attention on every details I have said? Jeez man! I am not the kinda person to tell you what to do when you know what do you need to do? Even so is it hard to say "do you need any help, Ike?" arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!! so stressful!

Far too long

Its a been a year since I have updated my blog. I miss writing but I just dont have the time.

There's been quite lots of things happenings since then..*sigh* do I have to write it? Maybe :)

I am still working at the same place since my last post. And yeah there's always prons and cons of working. Well its just a job and I get pay, can't complain :)

Finally after 5 years, I went home (to Malaysia) and I forgot how much I have missed Malaysia. It's diffrent than the last time I've been home. Can't believed how much it has changed since!

Anyway I managed to catch up with my family members, wow can't believed how much they have grown. Last time I remember some of them were still in nappies! xox

I am so relieved that my father likes Josh (the guy I am still dating) because I am afraid he won't approved him. My father can be picky when it comes to guys. I guess every father like that especially since I am his only daughter but alhamduliah, he approves him! Syukur

To be honest I am running out of ideas to write at the moment but oh wait! today headlines! Earthquakes in Vanuatu. See..I am not running out of ideas to write. I am never running out of ideas (thats what Josh told me). As you know, Vanuatu was hit by earthquakes three times today. " The first Vanuatu earthquake had a magnitude of 7.8. The second Vanuatu earthquake registered at 7.7. The last earthquake hit 7.8. As a result, a Tsunami warning was issued to all surrounding areas", source-http://www.xomba.com/vanuatu_islands_earthquake_2009_recent_massive_quakes.
and because of that New Zealand has been warning of Tsunami may arrive.

Therefore I have been receiving emails from Emergency department, news, text messaging regarding the Tsunami hits. I have also messaging, emailing and phoning friends and family to let them know what is going on. I have been worried but alhamdulilah setakat ni tak ada apa-apa until I came home and read about the FIRST WAVES ARRIVE IN NEW ZEALAND..alamak dah sampai pulak. Read http://nz.news.yahoo.com/a/-/top-stories/6185059/first-waves-arrive-in-nz/

The weather has been crap since I came back from Malaysia. Raining, cold, windy non-stop. Today was so cold and horrible. Honestly it feels like winter. I thought I have packed all my winter stuff into the cupboard, but now I have to take it out again! Where is SPRING SEASON? Its supposed to be a spring season but feels more like winter these days! I have been eating lots and pickish! Its like I am never full even though I have a full decent meal!

Its getting late now and I have to tuck myself in. I have been waking up late these days to work. Bangun ngam2 je waktu kerja. Luckily school holidays, so the traffic isn't so bad. I managed to arrive to work on time. But next week is back to school and hopefully weather will be nice, so that I can walk to/from work.

Today (08/10/09), I would like to wish my darling brother, AFZUL a "happy birthday" and may ALLAH blessed you with a peaceful and joyful life. I love you and may you always succeed in your studies and get what you wish you for.

New Job

I have a job!!!!!!!
I've got offer from my previous employer!
ANyway I have started today..( I am writing this blog from work) heheheh
Ha..first day! Interesting..Catching up with people today. Spent 1/2 day talking to people..catching up..it was awesome!!So yeah I am back at the hospital (wellington)-blood and cancer centre..but different department.!

Old school

Funny..I came across an old school video ( http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NO1b4QjYijo ). The dance was done by fellow Malaysian students (I knew some of them)..but half of them already gone home.
It was really funny considering I used to dance that dance and I kinda laugh about it now. Now old memories have came back slowly..the late nights, the get together practising dance and how some of us ended up at the Lab doing our assignments after practice-sometimes it ends at 11 pm!!

But those were good times..funny when you are in Uni, you end up joining all the activities ( even though you don't really want to ) once you sign up with the Students Organisation. I remember in my times when I joined the activities (dancing, mostly) and I had to participate and committed to the group. All those late nights-staying in the lab- doing my assignments until 3-4 am and walked back to my apartment. with my PJ's (sometimes) and had to wake up early again to go to cl assess..I mean its tiring but I get to socialise with our students and sometimes when you are in overseas, friends become your family.

Ask my other friends, they will agree when I say friends become you family. You get close with each other. Basically you help each other and keep contact no matter what. I remember going to my friend's place in 2 AM walking down the road in cold-blizzard-windy winter-walking up the hill to my friends' place just to hang out ( missing home and want some TLC) and she made you a nice cup of hot chocolate and it did make me feel better after that. Sometime when you are alone, you just want to be with somebody even its 2 AM in the morning.

Good old memories..aye..wouldnt want to trade it with anythingelse

back to square one..again

I am back to square one again..why? because last year the same thing happend ( wait...hang on..it didnt happen until January..anyway..its still the same)
I am currently unemployed..want to know why? because I followed my heart not my brain! I was working at Hospital (A) for about 8 months until I decided to find a new job (well more like want to try new things). I applied at this one place (B) and got accepted (yeah of course I have to go through Interview, reference blah blah)..anyways I went to place B and end up leaving after 2 weeks of battles with my own feelings!! I hate it..I wasnt what I thought it would be..Well Okay I dont hate the place but its just wasnt for me I guess..

So now I am unemployed..so damn stressful you know..finding jobs..what I want..but I guess thats the consequence of my actions that I have to take. I dont know what I want..until I have to try it I guess. I'll just take it like this is my holiday..a very nice holiday without a pay every forthnight.

And one thing that I have realised..my spellings are getting worse and worse..including my tense and grammar...arghhhhhhh what is wrong with me??! My boyfriend beat me at scrabble and I couldnt believe it.I usually beat him but know the other way around??that shows how bad my grammar has been..might be errors in this context. So mind me ;p

I have not been writing for a while and I feel so wrong about it. I have been busy. ( well I was) jugling with work, social life and blah blah ( I am just finding an excuse not to write anymore) . I used to love writing. Its the only things that kee p me sane. I get to express my emotions in paper..I know how weird is that? Well too bad..I love it..if you hate it..just put up with it.

Gosh

Gosh

Its been more than half a year since I have updated my Blog..poor blog..lots of things been happening since then

January: lost my job, no work permit-applied for new ones. got it at the end of january, got my job back but have been applying for new jobs

February: my birthday, got lots of interviews, got a job offer and left old job.

March: started full-time position at wellington blood & cancer centre,w ellington hospital

April: working full-time

May: 1 year anniversary-josh took me out to this very superb restaurant-ate like a pig..sampai pengsan!

June: mama's bday..nothing much

July: christy's bday..took her out..went out with her..until she was drunk...good for her

August: got wrok permit& visa for 2 years! yeay!

september: puasa, sick,

october: raya!!still working lah now.......i am at work now..cut my hair..yeay!
finally!

so basically my life is damn boring.......
nothing is special :))

got to go to work tuesday always busy busy...(i can hear

worst..bored..yuck!

i'm absolutely bored...got nothing to do..so please help me

umbrella

Mandy Moore - Umbrella lyrics

You had my heart
And we'll never be worlds apart
Maybe in magazines
But you'll still be my star
Baby cause in the Dark
You can see shiny Cars
That's when you need me there
With you I'll always share
Because...

When the sun shines
We'll shine together
Told you I'll be here forever
Said I'll always be your friend
Took an oath
I'mma stick it out 'till the end
Now that it's raining more than ever
Told you we still have each other
You can stand under my Umbrella
You can stand under my Umbrella
(Ella ella eh eh)
Under my umbrella
(Ella eh eh)

These fancy things,
Will never come in between
You're my entity
Here for Infinity
When the war has took it's part
When the world has dealt it's cards
If the hand is hard
Together we'll mend your heart
Because...

When the sun shines
We'll shine together
Told you I'll be here forever
Said I'll always be your friend
Took an oath
I'mma stick it out 'till the end
Now that it's raining more than ever
Told you we still have each other
You can stand under my Umbrella

You can stand under my Umbrella
(Ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella
(Ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella
(Ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella

You can run into my Arms
That's okay don't be alarmed
(Come into Me)
(There's no distance in between our love)
Gonna let the rain pour
I'll be all you need and more ooohh
Because...

When the sun shines
We'll shine together
Told you I'll be here forever
Said I'll always be your friend
Took an oath
I'mma stick it out 'till the end
Now that it's raining more than ever
Told you we still have each other
You can stand under my Umbrella
You can stand under my Umbrella
(Ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella
(Ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella
(Ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella
(Ella ella eh eh eh)

It's raining
Ooo baby it's raining (raining)
Baby come into me
Come into me
It's raining
Ooo baby it's raining
Come into me
Come into me



Song lyrics  Umbrella lyrics

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JOB LOOKING-STRESSFUL

Job looking-why is it stressfull?

a. you dont get the job straight away

b. you have to go through rejections (and thats the hardest part to accept-even though you think yoo are qualify for the position)

c.you have to work hard to get the job you want

d.you have to beat other applicants( even though sometimes it amongs your workmates or friends)

e.you have to sell your skills-not just your qualifications and experiences too!!

f.why cant i just get the job i apply! urgh! hard and unfair!!

raya pics

tiffany & Co

 

What I Love About You

I love the way you look at me,
Your eyes so bright and blue.
I love the way you kiss me,
Your lips so soft and smooth.

I love the way you make me so happy,
And the ways you show you care.
I love the way you say, "I Love You,"
And the way you're always there.

I love the way you touch me,
Always sending chills down my spine.
I love that you are with me,
And glad that you are mine.

- Crystal Jansen -

Raya Time!

Raya! Selamat hari raya...kepada saudara serta saudari..( i cant remember the rest of the song!) everytime the raya comes, it will be more joyful to the kids than adults! Don't you agree? Kids get money and we adult(even teenager dont get the privilage anymore)

anyway raya is not about money but its about get together with family! thats more importan..sadly to say that yes raya this year will again will be in wellington! oh well sadly to say but life goes on aye? you reckon?

what am i goin to cook? i am goin to make rendang, kuah kacang and nasi impit.no kuih raya or anything.. i dont actually look forward to it except the ketupat and kuah kacang and rendang (beef) hm yummy food! i invited few close friends to come over..thats ok eh..

well then! selamat hari raya and maaf zahir dan batin@ muahs~xox

8/8/07

Afzul's Birthday

9/9

A nice day out with my baby. Went to warehouse on Lyall bay. It wa on the 2nd september. Was a nice day and we decided to walk around the beach and stop by at the warehosue Lyall Bay. Had yummy coffee and nice day..what more can you asked for?

we in heaven

Oh, thinking about all our younger years
There was only you and me
We were young and wild and free
Now nothing can take you away from me
We've been down that road before
But that's over now
You keep me coming back for more
Baby, you're all that I want
When you're lying here in my arms,
I'm finding it hard to believe
We're in heavenAnd love is all that I need,
And I found it there in your heart
It isn't too hard to seeWe're in heaven
Oh, once in your life you find someone
Who will turn your world aroundPick you up when your feeling down
Now nothing could change what you mean to me
There's a lot that I could sayBut just hold me now
Cause our love will light the way
Baby you're all that I want
When you're lying here in my arms,
I'm finding it hard to believe
We're in heaven
And love is all that I need,
And I found it there in your heartIt isn't too hard to see
We're in heavenI've been waiting for so long
For something to arrive
For love to come along
Now our dreams are coming trueT
hrough the good times and the badI'll be standing there by you
Baby you're all that I want
When you're lying here in my arms
Im finding it hard to believe
We're in heavenAnd love is all that I need,
And I found it there in your heart
It isn't too hard to see
We're in heaven

y

y breaking up is hard and y cant the pain just go away??? i hate being in this miserable feelings still and i hate waking up feeling useless and my food dont taste the way it used to be. i felt like going on back to the circle where i was and it seems like never ended!! Ya allah...i need to move on from this misery. i need my life back...