Thursday, November 23, 2006

i hate it.

i hate the pain im having right now. i hate where things will not be the same. i hate thinking about him everyday n night. i hate things dont go my way. i hate tears coming out from my eyes everytime i wake up and before i go to sleep. i hate this miserable feelings. i hate everything just not going to be the same. i hate i cant hold him anymore. i hate to see the tears in his eyes. i hate my life right now. i hate pretty much things that around me right now. hate it hate it hate it. more importantly i hate the way i dont hate him. the fact that i still love and miss him, always...

1 comment:

silent reverie said...

girl, hate is only a feeling. it will go away, but only in a matter of time. BUT most importantly, to get over the misery, you have to allow yourself to let it go. else, it will always haunt you for the years to come. you wouldnt want to spend the rest of your life searching for an answer or happiness...if you dont allow yourself getting out of the misery.

i'm here, as always.