pain pain go away

this week has been the cruelliest week ever.my heart is so broken. im so guttered. i hate breaking up. i hate goodbyes. i hate everything with the word "end". i hate it. i hate it so much. things wll never be the same you know. even though you said, yes it will bethe same. no its not. its different. it will be different forever. i cant bear pain on my shoulder. i hate it. i hate everything rite now.