Update

I realized I haven't properly updated my blog for the past 2 years. Wow have time gone that fast??!!! What have been doing for the past 2 years since the last time I updated my blog? The last time I wrote I got married-trying to continue my studies. Which I did further my studied last year. I got a postgraduate diploma in Teaching Adult Literacy and Numeracy. I passed the course but haven't got the cert yet. I haven't been to the ceremony-will go at the end of the year 2014. Another thing has happened-I moved out from Wellington, New Zealand. Yes people, I have moved country. Shocked indeed! Josh and I decided to leave New Zealand mainly because we both weren't happy with our life there. The Economy was so bad that jobs have been cutting down, friends left, tax gone up and renting has become hard! So after many many decisions been decided, we have to go. First we have decided to go to OZ but their economy hasn't been that great either, so we have decided to be back to Malaysia. Josh got a job here on the next month we got home-which was great considering he is a foreigner. I thought it will be hard for him to score a job considering but he was the first one to get a job! As for me I waited until he was settled. I finally got a position at Oxford Press (the publishing company). The first ever publishing company I have worked with-well first ever proper job I have got in Malaysia. I chose to work in an international company because I prefer to work with multicultural races-( I am a malay, so I know how malays people work). Any who I started in June (last month) and so far it has been cruisy. I am looking forward for the busy time comes!
As for my private life, I am still losing weight. Oh did I mention I was trying to lose weight. Of course I didn't, I haven't updated this blog for 2 years! Well I am on the verge of losing another 2 kgs after I have dropped about 28 kgs since July 2012! It's tough, I know~but I somehow manage it. Courage and determination are the key words to success! I struggled through thick and thin of not having food in the middle of the night, no sweet stuffs and no bad carbohydrates either! Exercise is also the main key that contribute to may weight lost. But of course it comes with a price. Price that I don't even want to think about it. I try to forget as hard as I can but I still can't. It's like when you lose some, you gain some. But I gained something else. That cost my marriage. Price that I have to face everyday and it is not a nice price. Anyway I try to move forward and not think about it. People say the show must go on and I am lucky enough that my husband still stays by me even though I neglected him for a while. Yes you can say I am one lucky bitch! I sure am-no doubt about it. But do I still chase the impossible?? What do I really want? I know I can't have both-I must choose one. I have him in front of me and I don't want to lose him. But on the other hand, I still chasing the impossible. The impossible I can't have and I must forget. 

its been a while~

Its been a while since I write something down. I have been busy-So much has been going on-been married for a year now and I am happy as ever~I am gratefully blessed to be with someone who stick by me through thick and thin moments.

A year has passed and I am still (trying) to move a step ahead in my career-Unfortunately I have decided to go back to School instead to pursue my Education. It is hard especially in this economy situation but I have to do what's the best for the future. I want to have a baby but I am just not sure if I will ever be ready, mentally and financially. Praying for the best..Insyallah

that time of the month again~

Irts the time of the month again..update time...

i have been so lazy honestly to update my blog. Is not like I am not like I am hardly on the internet, I am on the net 24/7 even on my cell, so there is really no excuse for me not to update it. Heheh

Anyway I will let you know what have been happening in my life.



My bf Josh has proposed a marriage to me. He rang my parents for their hand in marriage and he proposed a marriage to me on my birthday. So I am officially engaged. *Its a western thing where when a guy asked you to marry him, you are automatically engaged*

So here I am soon to be Mrs Boeyen (OMG) never thought of that yet..anyway I am so pleased that our relationship is going forward as we have planned.








Josh's mom came to Wellington last week for a visit. She is a very nice lady. We had a great time together. Good Laughs and great food~

hmm whatelse? well I am planning to go home for my brother engagement which will take place in November..hopefully~

cant wait..ok I am lazy to write now..hehehhe

Raya memories

On a lazy saturday afternoon, besides relaxing and eating, whatelse can you do? I am so bloody lazy~ after early morning gym, lunch and coffee~hmmmmm

Ok ok I've been told to upload some photos from my holiday trip. Haven't been raya at home for (god knows how long) and had some fun!! went home with the bf of mine (omg~ cant believe i am saying this)

So here goes~ Enjoy

"the guards of putrajaya"

Terengganu~



My late granfather's house









Waffles~ hmm A& W




Aquamarine in KLCC



PetroSains, The Hurricane tube. The wind is just like Wellington ( perhaps Wellington worse)


Coffee time for me (and ciggies for my brother)

DinoTrack. Like this picture. Looks like the dino was going to eat me and Josh ( i bet the dino will be full as I have too damn much fat!)

Didera, dirogol, diliwat..(Kesiannye-what a story of life)

I was reading the Harian Metro today and OMG, what a news! Poor the kid~ She was abused by her mother's bf and her mother! Her own bloody mother. How could you possibly do that to your kid? ANd you knew your bf has been abused her sexually and physically but instead of protecting her, you dig in with your bf! And told the police she was killed by your maid and you know you dont have a maid but telling such lies? That is appalling. Can't believe that! I cant believe my eyes~cant believe what I was reading~ http://www.hmetro.com.my/Wednesday/BeritaUtama/20091021080101/Article

Happy Birthday Papa

Selamat hari jadi papaku. Semoga di panjangkan umur dan di murahkan rezeki. Insyallah. Sorry I couldnt be there on your birthday but my thoughts are with you always. Hope you had a good day on your birthday. I love you and thank you for all the love and support you have given me. I will always treasure that and keep it in my heart. Love you and you are the best father in the world.

Stressnye!!!!!!!!!!

Arghh...what a day! So stressful!

How can you be employed when you can't even paid attention on every details I have said? Jeez man! I am not the kinda person to tell you what to do when you know what do you need to do? Even so is it hard to say "do you need any help, Ike?" arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!! so stressful!