~hmm`

leaf's departure is because of wind's pursuit or because tree didnt ask her to stay?

i hate it.

i hate the pain im having right now. i hate where things will not be the same. i hate thinking about him everyday n night. i hate things dont go my way. i hate tears coming out from my eyes everytime i wake up and before i go to sleep. i hate this miserable feelings. i hate everything just not going to be the same. i hate i cant hold him anymore. i hate to see the tears in his eyes. i hate my life right now. i hate pretty much things that around me right now. hate it hate it hate it. more importantly i hate the way i dont hate him. the fact that i still love and miss him, always...

pain pain go away

this week has been the cruelliest week ever.my heart is so broken. im so guttered. i hate breaking up. i hate goodbyes. i hate everything with the word "end". i hate it. i hate it so much. things wll never be the same you know. even though you said, yes it will bethe same. no its not. its different. it will be different forever. i cant bear pain on my shoulder. i hate it. i hate everything rite now.

march 24th 2006-november 17th 2006

memory

Promise me

Masihkah kau mengerti lagi
Yang kasihku tetap berdiri sepi
bersinar dinurani
berlingar di selubuk hati

Walau ku pernah jangkakan
yang kita tak mungkin abadi
hatiku berlinang
teringatkan janji bersemi

ku perlukan hidupku
kau perlukan teruskan hidupmu

bahagialah selalu

janji lah padaku yang kau ceria selalu
janjilah untuk ku
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I hope you still understand
that my love still standing quietly
still shining in my soul
still moving in my heart

Even though I know we will never be forever
My heart cry thinking the promises we make

I need my life
You need to go on with your life

Be happy always

Promise to me you will be happy always
Promise to me